A Day in the Life of Me

As a child I always wondered exactly how my life would be. I planned out this whole agenda of what I wanted to do my life and I realized that it doesn't always go the way you want it to. I come from a broken home, my father was never there for me and my mother did all she could so that I have a great life. I feel as though life can be a bitch at moments and that things will get better at some point.  As my mother used to say "what don't kill you will definitely make you stronger." Some days I feel as though I have the world in my hands and then there are other days where I would much rather be underneath a rock. I have a hard time trusting outsiders because they tend to judge me before they know me. I've always been different. I tend to do things in the moment that mean something to me and I put a date on it so that I don't forget it. I find that music helps me through anything that I'm feeling. I can be sad, angry, happy, confused, whatever you think of and music is going to always be my muse. Music keeps me company even when I have no one. I'm a caring person and I tend to care about others more than I should and I didn't pay attention to myself. I've had somewhat of an emotional breakdown and some people couldn't respect my space and so I cut them off. I'm thankful that I could leave that baggage behind and start fresh. Tomorrow isn't always promised so I make the most of my days as much as I can and care about the loved ones who matter the most...