For the first time in my life today I faced what I called public humiliation ....I feel as though people judge me before they know me and the fact that people are prejudice against their own race just makes me think that this world is going to shambles....I know that the only way to truly fix this problem is to find a new solution. I'm 23 years old and if I don't leave now, I won't ever get out. I can't wait til the day comes when I can say good bye to that fucking hellhole that is called work ....I've never in my life been around such grimey people. Im greatful for the life that my mother gave me but I wish that I wasn't sheltered so much...I have a problem opening up to outsiders because of the environment that I'm in on a daily basis. I never realized that this takes a toll on my mind. Sometimes if  I could I would peel back the skin on my arms and endure any other type of pain other than that. I'm not a person that likes conflict, but I'm not passive either. I'm not a shit starter but I'ma definitely finish the shit. I sometimes think that people are jealous of me because I have so much going for myself. I'm not a jealous person and I don't wish bad on anyone but it seems as though people always wish shit on me. I'm a nice person and I don't feel as though I deserve to be treated like I'm not capable of success. For the closing of this, I know that in order to find happiness, I have to accept change, and I'm ready for it!!!!